August 21, 2007

Last night wasn't nearly as eventful as the previous night, but incredibly frustrating. I was awake until 5:30am because my muscles were a complete mess. Imagine two hands wringing out a towel, but instead of the towel, insert my muscles. I was exhausted and wanted nothing more then to fall asleep. After I finally did fall asleep I had to get up at 9:00 am because we had someone here to do work on our security system. I didn't get a chance to sleep again until after noon and there was no quality or quantity to report. I should have just stayed awake.

I've been digging around online for some answers regarding my muscle relaxer and hallucinations. Some people still continue the meds because they can't find anything else that helps them sleep through the night. Others gave up on the drug immediately. I'm thinking that I might continue the med and if something else happens then I'll quit. Right now I'm just so desperate for some quality sleep that I almost don't care if I have to fight off imaginary intruders. That's how freakin' desperate I am. Pathetic, isn't it?

1 comments:

emma said...

Bless you.