If I could crawl out of my skin I would.

I'm tired as hell but my muscles are restless and achy. I can't stand to be in my own skin tonight. If I could trade places with anyone I would gladly do so. I have taken every pill in my arsenal and still NO RELIEF! I lay there in the bed and kick and turn. I get up and walk around the house, but I'm so tired I'm stumbling and running into stuff. I try to sit here at the computer, all the while moving my legs. I cannot relax my muscles at all. They ache in such an uncomfortable way. I tense up so tight and then relax as loose as possible. I am frustrated, tired, angry, and in tears.

I HATE FEELING LIKE THIS.

I HATE NOT HAVING ANY CONTROL.

I HATE HAVING A MUSCULAR DISEASE.

I HATE EVERY DAMN THING ABOUT ILLNESS.

I WANT TO SLEEP.

I NEED TO SLEEP.

I'M SO TIRED.

I'M SO TIRED.

I'M SO TIRED.